Over the cliffs

It's good to know that, i have got a break coming. So hey guys, realised it has been around a week since i last blogged, and eventually i pulled myself to blog something, since its been such a long time. Well, nothing much happened, except the fact that i had my assignment dueing, and pilling up, and getting them off my way. I currently have no more assignments to worry about, just the finals.Well, things have been going pretty bad for me, in terms of academically and mentally. I had a rollar coasters ride just in these few days, due to some reasons, which i dun really wanna say it here.

But lets move on. Continueing my story...so, i dunno if i have mentioned this, but my mum went to eastern states, to Sydney, and new zealand for two weeks. These two weeks were pretty much a disaster for me, since the only ones helping out are my cousin, my gf, and myself. My bro doesnt really help out the house. So during this period of time, i was soooo super busy, especially when i have to do most of the houseworks + studying at the same time, and not mentioning i got a whole load of assignment dueing last week, and this week. Whenever, my mum is away, i start to realise alot of things, such as " What would happen if i live alone?" "doesnt tat solve everything? i dun need to do most of the houseworks, for my bro, and stuff, and i just needa do mine?" "what if i just slack off, like he does, and when mum comes back and lectures us", "what happens if i juz dun come home, for a week, and hardly eat at home?, does tat mean i still need to do his shit?" so...all these questions started popping up, and by the time i realised, they are all useless. Sometimes i am juz really tired, of trying so hard to solve things whether its at home or in a relationship or even friendship. Why does it always seem like i am the one trying so hard, and getting nothing in return?

 Nevertheless, heres some pictures that i took throughout the week, juz to keep track of posting photos. haha. Before mum came back to perth, i knew i needed to clean the house. In fact, i already knew it before she even went to the eastern states. First thing that i needed to do was to wash my car, and clean the inferior of my car, since no1 really gives a shit, when they sit in my car. Especially my gf and other ppl...they put their legs up, throw papers into pockets and leaving their trashes on the car carpet...which saddens me. Am i the only 1 whos loving my car?...Well anyway, after washing my car, i had to clean the floor, mop the floor and clean the stove, which i dun think i needa show u guys how dirty my house is LOL.

Every tuesday, is pizza day. Every wednesday is utopia. That was the rule when my mum was away. Pizzas are 50% off on tuesday, utopia's bubble teas are 2.60 dollars for one, comparing to the actual 4.60 dollars. These are just what i normally do...getting these cheap stuffs when they are off the period, but then again, those figures sum up, so i would almost mostly avoid getting all too much..

 These utopia buns looked really yummy, but unfortunately, i dun really buy them, cause they r SUPER exp haha. If u live in perth, u get what i am toking about, these buns are generally tiny, or in small portion, and would cost alot if u buy heaps. Eventho, most of the times, i have to retrain myself from buying them too much.

 This picture was taken on tuesday, after my presentation. I had my formal wear for my presentation, and eventho our presentation wasnt great, the only thing that i am happy about is that it is all over. I am not the type of person to cling on something that has happened, but rather, i think about what i can do to fix it, or just be happy cause its all over at least? Its not like, if u get more depressed, it would boost ur marks up lol.

 Me and matt went to yd or tarocash not long ago. I think it was at garden city. He had a ball going on, so he needed some formal wear. I was bored so i took a picture of all these random  shirts. Gotta be honest, i dun buy all my stuff from these stores anymore, call me vain or whatever, but i just think the quality and brand guarantee isnt tat great, and besides these prices arent very fascinating, and in fact most of the times, they are more expensive than my fav brands, such as marc, french connection and guess. So i stopped walking into stores like these, cause i simply dun trust the brand anymore. I remember, the red shirt that i bought from yd, wasnt long ago, but IT WAS JUZ BECAUSE I PUKED ON IT, the colour went kinda off. FUCK off? i spent 100 bucks, and tats wat u give me...fine LOL.  so i stopped either way... haha

Since i havent been blogging about music for so long, i guess i can give u guys some recommendations for the songs that i am gonna tok about...basically, just these 3 new songs:
1. Party rock anthem

2. Don't hold your breath

3. Moment 4 life

The first song is just very catchy, and doesnt really mean anything. The second one is about love, which u guys can go ahead and check it out LOl, dun wanna sound corny here haha. 3rd one is about life. I dun really wanna tok about it all too much here, cause i will do a blog post regarding to that haha, but yes, all these 3 are my favs currently, and i recommend it for everyone to check it out :)

Loves,
Ideal signing off

Fancy surprises

Finally, i have got what i wanted for so long LOL. Okay, might not make any sense to anyone, but i will explain...Okay, basically, for this post, i will just tell u guys, wat happened this week hahaha.

So, basically, what i did for today, was going to the city to get my belt. It was a very hard and tough decision for me to make, because i went past Gucci beforehand, and finally burberry to decide maybe i wud wan that, instead of the gucci. These belts basically dun really have a price gap between them, all prices are roughly the same. I was feeling quite awkward, before going into the  burberry store, because i have a weird habit of going into a store, and seeing what i wud like to buy next time, AND NOT BE ABLE TO buy it NOW LOL. And for most of the people, as u would know, ...normally, in cases like these, i wud get judged, but to be honest, i dun really give a shit. Cause i know well enough that i will buy it next week, or in the near future, so theres no point feeling so awkward, and being intimidated by other people.

 The reason why it was such a tough decision, was that, the belt price is equalvalent to 2 burberry shirts, which i  could have bought juz today, in the replacement of the belt. So if u ask me, was the belt that i bought, worth it? i would say yes, because i wanted this belt for so long. I guess it was roughly around 1 month since i last seen it. And for some people, u might know that, my weekly pay isnt high enuf for me to grab it jus like tat, so i almost would have to wait for 2 weeks or even 3 weeks to get the belt. But finally, i bought it today, that satisfied my lust. I am aiming for a full collection. I dun really want to mention what is a full collection. LOL because i feel bad, for spending so much time and money on it.

 Anyway, it took a while, to get the belt set up, because the sales assistant, was trying it on me, and cutting it, to suit the right waist. After all that has been done, we finally left the shop, and went back to gucci, to tell the sales assistant that we arent buying the belt, anymore, since we got one from burberry lol. My gf and my cousin, were discussing, how i always wanted to book the stuff that i wanna buy, and so afraid of other ppl trying to steal it from me, i always wud end up booking it 1st, before going to the other shops to check for alternatives LOL. Which i agree, i am a bit of a paranoid, when it comes to these kinda stuff, because i almost dun wan any1 to steal the stuff that i wanted to buy from me.

 Have a break, have a kit kat. My gf is gonna have her tests tomorrow, and APPARENTLY, she told me shes suffering LOL. but to me, it seems like she hasnt really tried to study hard in her life, untill now, so it is only ideal for her to feel so miserable, but i experienced it untill i am numb. Even if i failed one or two tests, i get over with it quickly. Whats done is done, and it cant be changed, and what do u do? u try harder in the final exams, and get higher marks, to compensate for what u have lost. Simple.

 Anyway, i forgot which day was it, that we went to somerville cafe again, but we did. We went there, because my stupid gf had this weird crave for its laksa, and we went there just to get it. And to get her STUPID MOTHER FUCKING YAN YAN. if u dunno wats yan yan, it is a loser version of pocky, where u have to MANUALLY dip the stick into the chocolate/strawberry to eat. what a loser thing to do LOL. k shes gonna kill me when she reads this. Ok anyway, after we ate the lasksa, we went pass winthrop shopping centre, and we went pass a bakery store. I saw a cheese bread, and ended up getting it. It was the cheapest among the other breads, and it looked really yummy hahaha. So i got it, and it was pretty decent, judging from the fact tat, it is only a dollar 20.

Theres a nice chill place at the cafe that we went to. Because we normally sit inside, we wanted to sit outside for a change. I remember tat day, was pretty cold, and we ended moving to the corner, so we could avoid the breezes. Stupid lady, took the wrong order tho LOL. but i aint complaining...hahaha

Another good thing that happened either this week or the week before was that, i finally got my beloved cap from armani. I wanted this cap for so long, but my gf kept telling its not worth the price. But for those of u who know me, i normally would like my hair to grow a little bit longer, but longer hair means longer time to do my hair/tidy my hair. So therefore, sometimes getting a cap, and wearing it, would solve all my problems, especially considering, this is actually my 1st cap that i really liked in my life. My gf went to the city with her friend, and i just told her to swipe my card, to get it, and i wanted to stay home, cause i cbf. She originally wanted to surprise me, but failed, because my cousin and i were so doubting that she lied. She basically told me, they ran outa stock. And everything that she did, from that point onwards, were so unlike her. She normally has this weird habit of twitting everything she sees or does, but she didnt on the day. And she just looked so carefree, even when she saw me. LOL, but i still was really glad that she made an effort to give me a surprise. I ended up surprising her, because i just thort it was funny LOL. Ok, let me break it down LOL.

I went to pick her up from the train station. She was with her cousin, cindy, and the moment she stepped into my car, she already got prepared. She already put the armani shopping bag, into a bigger shopping bag, to cover it. We had to stop by her place to drop cindy off. Before she got into my car, earlier on, she already put the shopping bag, at the back of my car. So in actual fact, the armani shopping bag was at the boot of the car. She got off with cindy, and went into her place, to get some stuff, and leaving the shopping bag at the boot of my car. Cousin and i were saying, " shes probs fucking lying that she didnt get the actual cap", and i was pretty sure she lied as well, i just didnt know where to find it LOL. so in the end, while she was still in her house, i quickly went outa my car, and rushed to the boot to check. It was there. Armani shopping bag, was there. In my brain, i just BINGO BITCH LOL! i quickly got the bag, and hide it under my cousin's seat.

So after 10 mins, she came outa her house, and we went back to my place. After we all got into the house, she told me " bi, i forgot something, i left something at the boot of the car, can u go grab it for me plz", and i laughed so hard inside, i was trying my best to hold it in, and i did. I was holding my laughter, and trying so hard not to even smile. I said, " oh okay, its so not unusual for u to forget ur stuff" i went to the boot, and grab the shopping bag, and came in. She looked at me, with her face going " WHAT THE FUCK". I stood there, HOLDING MY LAUGHTER AGAIN, and said, " why u looking at me like tat? wats wrong". She said, " did u see anything at the back of the boot, except the shopping bag?"

i said, " no just the grocery shopping bag? why, u forgot something?" she said, U SURE THERE ISNT ANYTHING MORE ?, and i said, " wow wow wow, calm down, wats wrong". She rushed to the back of my car IMMEDIATELY, and looked, with her face going " WHERE THE FUCK IS IT", and seriously guys..I WAS ALREADY trying SO HARD to hold it, but i lost it...I FUCKING LOST IT, AND LAUGHED SOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD, and she got pissed at me O_____________________O, but then later on, i told her that i got everything prepared just to scare her hahaha, for the LOLz. hahaha

okay, tats it, LOL i hope this post made some of u laugh, because, it made me laugh pretty hard tat day hahaha. SOOOOOOOOOOOO, bye all :)

Loves,
Ideal signing off

Heart Station

It has again been a while. A week actually, if u want it to be exact, but to be honest, it doesnt feel like it has been a week. There are so much stuffs tat i wanted to say, more of personal and inspirational thoughts, than my personal life. However i want it to be, i can no longer skip the whole chunk of my life, outa my blog, because tats what makes the blog alive either way. So Here we go...

Anyway, for the obvious, last sunday was mother's day. This day, used to be quite non-related to me, untill now in my life. It has never ever been so special with mother's day. I spent ages to think what i needa get for mum, and what i needa do on the day. To celebrate her big day. Tell me, how many of u, have actually thought about celebrating and throwing a party upon, ur mum, and making her feel special, as if she is the coolest and the best mum in the world. If u ask me, i havent done tat in the past up untill now. What i personally think is that, my mum has sacrificed so much for me and my bro. Just everything, ranging from giving up BASICALLY HER LIFE, to us. I still remembered, how she can live her life far better than this. There wasnt a need for her to cook. there wasnt a need for her to wash the dishes, clean the house. All those were not needed back then, when we were still living in Malaysia. Then after moving to australia, she has to do all these houseworks, abandoning most of her friends, giving up her social life, and starting anew together with me and my bro. Having dad working in malaysia, and being separated from him for nearly 75% of the days in a year, roughly.

It's such a shame that i just thought about thanks giving her. Its not that i havent thort of loving her in such a way, but it just doesnt really cross my mind, when it comes to things like these. Especially for guys, its hard for us to convey our love to mums. haha. Nevertheless, finally, after buying so much stuff, i gave it a thought. I found out tat, it is really time, for me to buy my mum a present, by using my own money. With whatever i can afford. I dun earn alot on a weekly basis, maybe only enough for me to make some decent shopping throughout the week. But this week has been with a change. I finally wanted to buy my mum  a present so bad. So bad that it hurts. Its even worse than, wanting to buy that burberry that i wanted last time LOL. So i am glad, me and my gf actually pulled her along today, to the city to get her skirt and shirt.

Incase u havent realised, that was a belated birthday present haha. We had a discussion, and finally said that on mother's day, mum shudnt have to do anything. So basically, my gf cooked a whole bunch of meal. With my cousin and my bro playing PC games, and poor me helping her out HAHA. But nevertheless, the food tat she cooked were relatively nice, and mum was happy.

 I forgot which day was it that i bought Pocky. But i do remember, i have a weird habit of wanting to eat my gf's homemade ramen soup, recently especially after work haha. Her ramen soup tasted very japanese-authentic, and although it doesnt look as fancy as the store's, but the taste is just as good :) But it would be nice if she has some side dishes, to have it with :)

On Mother day's night, we went to Nandos..AND MY FUCKING BBQ WINGS MEAL FOR REMOVED????!!!!!! how dare ...u! LOL nah seriously, i was so cut. Tat was basically wat i would always get when i go there, and the only point for me to go there, is to eat the 5 bbq wings meal, and now tat, its gone, i wonder, how am i gonna keep living... LOL WTF HAHAHA! Either way, skiping the remaining story, and moving onto the real thing. :)

I really really like the blog posts, that my favourite bloggers have been posting these days. Especially how they juz convey how they feel on the blog, as if i can really feel them, whining or talking to me haha. And thats good, i really like tat. This is also one of the reason that i removed most of those useless blogs from my page, cause i juz thort, i dun need them, and instead i needed something original :)

Throughout the week, i came across the good old songs. By none other than F.I.R. I dun normally make any mentions with chinese songs, because every1 knows i hate emotional songs, ESPECIALLY CHINESE SONGS, since they are like 99% most of the time emotional, talking about love, and how love has made them suffer. I dun wan any of that. Thats why i still love this band: F.I.R. I am sure some of u chinese readers, know this band. It used to really famous, since their singles "Lydia", "Fly Away", "我要飛", and lastly "你的微笑" I wont mention a whole lot about all these songs, but i want to mention these two: Fly Away and 我要飛. 


I really like how these two songs are just straight to the point, speaking about how we should tackle the obstacles and big plateaus of our lives. I reckon just about anyone can have a go at listening to it.

我要飛:

Fly away:

I have tried to find english translation for the chinese lyrics, but i just cant seem to find it, and for most of you who know me..my chinese is so shit, that i cant even read properly LOL, i originally wanted to do my own version of translation just for you guys know what i am toking about but...i cant do tat LOL, or rather, i dun have the ability to do tat.


But either way, these two songs address some point in our life. Especially in the song "I want to fly, AKA 我要飛", the singer (Faye) mentioned about how she wants to fly, no matter how far the destination is, no matter what obstacles are in front of her life, she just wans to overtake them. She also mentioned " If theres a dream that u want, just go and chase it, ur just about to overcome ur biggest obstacle, and make sure you never back off". I really love this song to bits, because i love the songs that has strong meanings to it, and its not just plain boring emotional shit ass song. This song really hits me hard with these words, and reminded me that i shudnt back off, and should always proceed to chasing my dreams.


The last song that i wanna mention is called, Fly Away. I also love the way the song starts. Very unique and entertaining hahaha. The main thing that Faye is mentioning in this song is that, let the pain and anxiety to fly away. The power to carry on, is still there, so u got nothing to be afraid of. She's saying that, its time for us to make a big step, big dreams are there, and they are not easy to achieve, tats why we have to be keep being strong and brave. 


These songs both speak about my dreams and my feelings, and i really hope u guys can give it a go, and have a try. I am sure u will like it :) And sorry for the non-chinese speaking viewers. But i am sure u wud still love the song tho :) 


Ideal signing off, thanks for reading.
Goodnight.

Slices of Lights and Shadows

Hey ya guys. I have been wanting to make a blog post since ages ago, but somehow i juz didnt really post anything because i was too lazy to do anything. Just for the recent updates tho. 1stly, i have removed the chatbox or the shoutbox located on the right. This was done because i juz thort its been kinda bothering me for a while, especially with the colours, and stuff, and it looks kinda ugly sitting there. And besides, its not like alot of ppl wud go there and leave a comment for me, so might as well delete it. Another thing is that, i have deleted the comment section on the right, just so other ppl wudnt see wat are some of the comments. I deleted it because i juz thort there wasnt any need to put in so many so-called fancy stuff. So i am done with all those fancy stuffs on my blog. I think, staying original is the best way to go as well. I previously placed some ads and hoping that i can earn big bucks thru blogging, but tat was juz a stupid fantasy tat i had. So i aint really fussed with any sort of advertising anymore, but it aint hurting to put some on, so i got myself signed up with Nuffnang.

OK enough of these bullshits. Time to move on to some other interesting topics. So i got my pay on wednesday, the amount looked huge, and it got drained out in no time. Mainly because i still owe my mum some money, and i have to pay off bits and pieces here and there. But i had a look through different stuff online, and i figured out, maybe getting the shoes that i wan , isnt the way to go. I might need a replacement. The shoes that i originally wanted cost so much tat i cant even afford it with juz my 1 or 2 weeks pay. So i figured out, maybe its about time for me to get a switch, for the meantime, and get it sometime when i have the money. 

So one night, me and ken went to matt's place just to chat. It was originally a movie night session with those two mates, but i eventually called it off in the end. I just thort, its gonna be boring if we watch movie, since we hardly even had time to get together lik e this. We met up, and we toked about various things, ranging from how to gym, to how to succeed in life. Apparently, matt's gonna spend some money to organise a company because his dad is retiring soon. Which makes me wonder, what does tat make me? I am here standing on my ground for so long, my life has come with some changes, but not tat major of a step. This seriously made me jealous of him. I hope one day, i can have my own company, and manage my own stuff within the company as well. It's a big dream, dreaming is the 1st step towards ur goal. I am earning around 200-300 bucks everyweek, and i barely have 100-150 leftover, from the past weeks. Above all, i am still sucking in pretty much all my units, except for auditing. So, in terms of studies, i am still lacking a big pile.

Nevermind those stuff for now. So last week sometime, we went to harbour town. We, meaning matt me, cindy and my gf. I actually have got no mood to buy stuff these days, because all the stuffs tat i wanna but is located in the city. And i bet some of u know what i know wat kinda stuff that i wan. Ok, i admit, i love burberry shirts, and a pair of gucci shoes. Which i already calculated exactly how much i need, and i dun wanna say the figure, because i feel so fucking bad spending on juz clothes and shoes. This is why recently, i have completely reduced my buying habits and stuff like tat because i know nothing will make me satisfied except for those stuffs tat i truly want. I swear i only need some of them to make me fully satisfied..Well anyway, we went to harbour town, because stupid gf was saying she wans to go to the FOREVER NEW shop there, since its a factory outlet store. Some of the popular outlet stores include, Levi's and TRANSIT. Transit generally juz sells some asian clothes, and also shoes, which some of u may like the brands, such as Lacoste. But personally i am not fond of them lol.

Portugese BBQ burger with lemon and herb basing

5 BBQ wings meal, peri peri salt on chips, and mild sauce YUM TO THE FUCKING MAX

After shopping, we went to the GOOD OLD nandos restaurant. Believe me, i will never ever get satisfied even after eating so much. Right now, i am looking at the chickens, and burgers, they juz make me drool. Well some of u may ask me, wat do i normally order. Its simple, the BBQ wings, with chips. Sauce: Mild. It is so ridiculously delicious and its not even funny. I have started eating it alot since 1st year uni, and even now, after so long for not eating it, i still love them to bits. So, if u guys wan some tasty chicken, with some delicious sauce, u wont go wrong with NANDO'S.

For someone who wants to know the reason: HAHA, ok, well not exactly like tat, but i do get some questions coming from the public and my gf: Why arent u blogging about ur gf all too much, and how come she blogs so much. The main the reason is that, i dun see the point to blog about something emotional especially on my blog. and esp between us. Because the people who i care already knows our position, and all the other people dun need to know our position, cause tats juz simply pointless. :) I hope that makes some kinda sense. HAHA

OK another thing is......its not a very big deal for me, but it is for ...some other people, but anyway, IPHONE WHITE IS HERE, well duh, its here since like 2 weeks ago ? but then u know what tho, its in adeline's hands LOL. When she got it, u have no idea, how happy she was. And especially, when people are jealous of her having the phone, it makes her even happier. Its weird, maybe she was born a devil?

In the end, i just need to say, i hope i can make it through the tunnel...in terms of jobs, and work...Theres defs gonna be a glimpse of light, in every tunnel, i just hope, its NOT A FUCKING TRAIN THAT RUNS EVERYTHING OVER! hahahaha, anyway guys and girls, thanks for reading, and stay tuned for my next post. sorry this blog post was a bit boring :(

Love and signing off,
Ideal