Old School Talk, Reminiscence, Guesses and Forevers.

Hey guys, its been a day since i posted, or maybe a little bit more than a day. My girlfriend has officially left Perth, and headed back to Malaysia. I havent been doing much for the past 2 days, besides playing computer games, and doing a little bit of studies. Speaking of this, i need to head to the library tomorrow to study. I havent been doing all too much regarding my uni, and slowly my guilty has started surfacing.So i have decided to actually go all the way to the library and study there tomorrow morning. My mum has been nagging and whinning to me how i should get a HD for this unit, since it has only been 1 unit, moreover, i dont have any excuses to not do well this summer. I must say, this summer is very extra ordinary compared to the others, especially with this year's summer school, and having her over.

Today, nevertheless, has been a great day. I had Matt over, and we just kinda talked everything out regarding everything that has happened, and our personal views towards certain things. We havent been doing that for a while, ever since he got together with belle. The word for today is going to reminiscence. We talked shit loads of stuff ranging from what we did in the past, and our future. And i must say, i have been admitting alot of facts to him, and been telling him everything that i have ever known and done.

Due to today's anticipated cyclone, the church meeting has been canceled. My parents had alot of guests over this morning till afternoon. When i woke up, there was already 10 people in my guests room, and an hour later, it became so crowded. I was starving in the beginning but in the end after opening the door, and whitnessing shit load of people, my stomarch jus told me " fuck me, i am not hungry anymore, i so cbf going out and get food" haha.

I have actually been thinking alot of stuff here and there, and have come up with certain solutions that made me harmless in the long run. I guess there is ups and downs in life, and depending on who, it's always gonna get enlightened in life every now and then. Today, in between my playing games periods, i have come across a quote from 1/2 years ago, and it came and hit me. " Why do we fall? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up" Oh i wanted to mention, i kinda miss my long hair O_O, well it can grow out sooner or later, so lets see how long i need to wait haha. And also heres a song that really enlightens me for the past few days, its called : Tell me what the rain knows. It is one of the original soundtrack of the anime, Wolf Rain.

Tell me what the rain knows
O are these the Tears of Ages
That wash away the Wolf's Way
And leave not a trace of the day?

Tell me what the rain knows
O is this the flood of fortune
That pours itself upon me?
O see how I drown in this sea

Hark, hear the howl that eats the moon alive
Your fur is on fire
The smoke turns the whole sky raven black
And the world upon your back will crack

Where will you go
Now you've no home?

Let the rain wash away your last days