Hummingbird

Hows going guys. I am sorry if i didn't post anything entertaining for the past few days haha. Well, my life isn't as interesting as it seems to be, to most of the people. Since mum has left perth, i am busy to do alot of house works, such as washing my own clothes, and cooking etc.

These two days have been super unhealthy and not-like-sam-ish days. The reason behind all these, is because i have been eating chips and drinking soft drinks for the past two days. I finished a packet of chips, and a bottle of 2L soft drink. I know, to most of the people, It's so damm normal, but to me, i felt like i have committed sin LOL. ever since i started going to the gym, i cut down significantly on unhealthy food diet, and moving onto, always having vegies, fruits, with rice and meats. Junk foods were never in my list. So, with my mum leaving perth for quite a while, alot of stuffs started surfacing, and i need most of the time to figure out what to do for today's lunch/dinner, followed by tomorrow's and the day after, the days just go on and on. And believe me or not, i only know how to cook certain stuffs, i cant just cook whatever u want me to lol. Most of the time, i just spend my time thinking what to cook, for the meat dishes, and afterall, if you skip the vegies side, you can always replace the vegies with fruits, and i am big big fan of fruits. Ever since i started going to the gym, protein and vitamin index for fruits are pretty visible for me to identify, and i have learned to know, for all of you apple eaters out there, apples arent that great, eventho its a fruit LOL, because it doesnt contain high level of vitamin, and it provides relatively high sugar.

I am sure you all think i am a diet freak, but i dont care LOL. Without knowing all these, i would have long become a fat ass, without my abs now hahaha. So, just for you guy's information, the top fruits in my list are namely kiwis, and bananas. Grapes also do provide relatively high level of sugar, like apples, so i choose to skip it whenever i can haha. Another pretty decent fruit, is orange, but it needs so much time to me to cut it open ...holy f***. LOL.

I dunno how i have come to this kinda talk, and it seems like, this post is going towards my healthy diet, that i started 2 years ago, after i started working out. For all of you who dont really know me in person, or haven't really seen me, i can tell you, i used to be super thin, and i was one of those guys, who have a flat chest, stick arms, and bony back. I wanted to be different and healthy so i started to go to the gym, to enlighten myself, and to see for myself, how far can i go. So here i am today, after 2 years of gyming, i am finally demotivated, and i stopped going LOL, so much for those talks just then hahaha. Well, anyway, i am 100% sure, this break is just temporary, and i am gonna go back to the gym, in the near future, and i can see it happening pretty soon, as i go pass day by day, realizing my stomarch, and arms started to deshape LOL. Well, not that bad, but somehow i am still demotivated and aint as devoted, as i was back then. So i figure, there's no need for me to sign up again, with my half-arsed effort, instead i am going to wait till i am craving to tear my body apart, once again, then i will go haha.

Oh, btw, how can i forget this, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to all the people, but especially for my baby girl :)

Used to like this photo alot, cause u guys cant see my face LOL!

I tell you guys, how much shit i have got on for these 2 months. Her bday is on feb, valentines day is on feb, my bday is on march, and our special day is somewhere in feb as well LOL, but i dont really know, if we should base that special date on the past or not. (you guys probs dun know what the FUCK i am talking about, but well, she would know herself anyway)

Anyways, i have been wanting to cast commentaries, and i only posted my commentary that i casted 3 days before, last night, because my net was failing on me. Well, so i guess, maybe i should cast another one either today or tomorrow haha.

Oh before i sign off, you guys might be wondering why the hell do i have such a weird title. So, i think i might paste something for you guys to read. :)

In Native American culture, a hummingbird symbolizes timless joy and the Nectar of Life. It's a symbol for accomplishing that which seems impossible and will teach you how to find the miracle of joyful living from your own life circumstances.

This particular title is dedicated towards all the lovers today ;), especially, the ones who read my post hahaha.

Lastly, i would just like to mention that Leona Lewi's song called Lost then found is nice to listen to. For all you music fans out there, please do have a try at it.

Pretty weird post today, but hope you guys enjoy reading it. This is ideal signing off.

Much love