Turn away from light

Bite-sized pieces. That's how much hate that has been shattered around the world, and has been grown in every one of us. I have recently come across some arguments and some news from my family. And let me ask you guys viewers and readers out there, would you kill someone? Okay, so i know, definitely all of you would tell me " of course not, that is so shallow". Okay, let me rephrase my question a little bit, would you kill that someone who has killed someone close to you? So everyone's started thinking now. Likewise, that happens to me, except i only thought for 1 second, and told myself, i don't care who killed, who's behind and everything, i would kill them all. Call me shallow or unrealistic or whatever you want, and that's just how i am.
Pain breeds vengeance, which eventually turns it into a chain of hatred.

So, like i said before, i have stopped the frequency of my posts, relatively, of course due to not much has been happening and stuff, but i didnt feel the need to blog, just about "whenever i feel like it", i only blog because i wanted to say something about what happened, and of course that goes to, WHENEVER i feel like it as well. So, for some of you guys would probably know, my gf's been back from Malaysia, on Sunday. And her skin has been infected by some sort of bacteria, that caused her to have little red dots at random spots throughout her whole body. Of course, as a boy friend, i would feel sorry for her, but there's nothing much i can do, except applying medications and stuff for her.

gf's arms with medications O_O

There has been a couple of photos that i took and have been wanting to post it up ever since i have taken them, but somehow, just haven't really got the mood to actually post it. Black Tea's a reminder for me for all those days, when i studied super hard for exams, and all i eat during night time, when i study were chocolate blocks, and black tea with insane amount of brown sugar. I have always been a fan of high sugar leveled black tea, with a mixture of full cream milk. One of my original favourite from the past, and home made of course :). So like i have said before, gf's been back, so life got a little busier, and tat just means more stuff to blog about. I have heavily stopped playing dota for the past 2 days, because i didn't have a chance to, and gf's been bugging to accompany her instead. But nevertheless, we still ended up making some chocolate mud cake, for pre-dinner purposes.

Lipton's black tea packages before making a tea

Gf's new pencil case ordered from eBay

Before going back to malaysia, my gf actually bought me a wallet for my presents for christmas/bday/anniversay or what not. Have to say, that wallet was kinda like my aim for this year, i was planning to save up to buy that wallet, and i have decided that's all i really wanted for this year or any other year. I have no intention to go all out to buy the branded bags, cause that would just be a waste of money. So moving on to the real talk, for all you guys who don't know about this, i have already lost nearly 5 kg's ever since my gf has been gone, and during that period, my mum was gone as well, due to that, and having some pressures with me all the time, and not eating all too well, i haven't been gaining weights, and in fact has lost so much. That's all i hear from my gf these 2 days, " cant believe u became so thin, cant believe u became so thin". zzzz

3 freaking overpriced dollars/pillows/whatever-fuck-u-wanna-call-them LOL, that my gf bought in malaysia

Anyways, figured this post would be relatively interesting and longer post compared to most, of course. Sometimes i thought it has been fading away, but it hasn't. Guess everyone's short sighted, quoted from NANA TV, you dont realise alot of things when you have them, but when u lost them, u realised that u haven't been treasuring them at all in the past. So treasure what you have, with all you have got, afterall, u only got this one chance to prove yourself this, so why not give it ur hardest?

Loves,
Ideal