Replenished, Angels and Demons

There's always an angel and a demon in human. And it is up to them, to choose which side to stand on, and what they would do, if they choose the side that they have chosen. It's so true, because when things turn bad, as human, we tend to always look things at a negative point of view, and end up being depressed or sad, but if you think about it, most the times, those negative times, are not the worst as it can get.

Sexy lights, with my talking and complaint sessions with matt

I am kinda guilty for not posting for quite a while, strictly speaking, i have stopped posting for 3 days, excluding the post i dedicated to my girl. The post which i wrote to my girl, wasnt really a post, because it only kinda showed how i felt about her, and nothing specific regarding my life. Due to so many things happening, especially with my best friend's issues with his girlfriend, i have been quite busy these few days, and had so much hard time trying to calm both of them down. Now, that it is done, i am finally having some free time haha. La'belle, if you are reading this, just think about wat i said to you last night, and have a think about it, there's no point to cling on something that isn't real anymore.

Been asking this picture for so long from my girl, but she keeps forgetting for nearly 1 week. I originally wanted to post this pic onto the post, dedicated to all the people that i love, but since i couldnt post it then, i might as well post it now. I looked pretty short there, but it's him who's ridiculously tall haha.

At winthrop primary school, and damm straight, my parking skill is unbeatable ;) lolol

I have this weird habit recently, and that no matter how late i sleep, i still wake up before 8am. It's so funny, eventhough i am always SUPER tired, after i wake up, but i still did in the end, and i have no idea why i do that. Life's been quite simple, with just chilling with my friend, and having sometime for myself, once in a while. If i aint wrong, my girl is going to come back on the 28th, which is still ages away from now. And like i said before, i don't really mind  how long she stays there, so long she does come back to me, things are going to be all good. Eventhough she has been going out quite frequently, it hasn't really bothered me, and i just thought, its only ideal for her to go out so frequently, eventhough she kinda said she didnt want to, because she doesn't really have the time to go out like those times in malaysia when she is in perth, especially with me and her studying, and stuff like that.

Primary school art classes, the light were still on even at 9pm and i wonder why haha, kinda reminds me of the times i was in primary school, where i was so innocent, and all i thought was how to draw nicely haha.

Last night, was a very meaningful night, and that it kinda taught me a lesson in way, eventhough i helped my best friend to sort out his shit. After talking for a long ass time, he left, and i spent sometime to tok to his girlfriend, giving some advices and all. With that over, because my girl wanted to go out with her mum to eat something, so i thought, since Matt's been asking me if i wanted to hang out for a bit still. So i was thinking, ok, why not right? So we went, to one of our original chill out spot back in high school, except this time, i am nearly 21 years old, and it was 9pm. Everything was different, the lightning, the environment, and composition of everything. It was quite odd, in a way, it felt nostalgic, and in a way, it felt really strange, as if that was a place that i have never been before. After playing for a bit, i told matt, i might need to get some meaningful pictures to update my blog, just so it kinda makes it less boring for people to read haha, but i went on along, onto an adventure, with nearly absolutely no lights, and the way i was leading, was towards, a spotlight they had on for some reason.

Finally, the "LIGHT" that i was searching for, but it seemed like, there wasn't any particular oasis for me, but i was so thirsty LOL

Sometimes, people tend to head towards the light, because it was the only light that they can see, and they focus too much on the little petty stuff, so they miss out big time on the whole picture or landscape. This causes us, humans to again, ditch the important and focus on the unimportant. Life's about learning things from experience, and it is because it hurts, we learn. If it doesn't hurt, we wouldn't learn. It's because we are scared of losing something/someone again just like those times in the past, we learned to be stronger, and try harder. It's because of all these, human evolve. If you dwell too much on the negative, you would never ever turn. Afterall, don't you guys think? Life's too short to be someone that is negative, and life's too short to be anything but happy. So why not, do yourself a favour, and let all the past be the past, and move on with the future?

Loves

Ideal signing off